Question: I was broke up with my ex bf when he died September 30th 2014. We buried him October 3rd 2014. I was still friends with him and still loved him. Our relationship was toxic, he was an alcoholic and that is why we couldn’t be together, even though we had a mutual love for each other.
My problem is I got married December 27th, I work the graveyard shift and I don’t get the proper amount of sleep. When my husband tries to wake me up, usually tries to arouse me awake by touching me sexually I call him my ex’s name (deceased… J.T. is his name) and if he just tries to wake me up and doesn’t touch me I don’t say his name…Please help me, it’s literally destroying our marriage… Any advice is welcomed please no negative feedback or comments… Thank you….