Question: Since my early twenties around the birth of my first child until present (33), I’ve suffered greatly. I have suffered from the SAME dream theme for years.
At first I would be calling out for my little girl who has vanished from my side (I’m in panic) then I eventually always find her, discarded, raped and murdered body! I wake screaming, crying my eyes out, my body frozen in pain felt throughout my whole body, shaking, unconsolible. Over the years the dream theme is the same just a different setting but the same horrible ending!!!I’m so scared they will become real…help me! I shelter her, because I’ve had death dreams of my mother before my mother was murdered. I’m writing this after just experiencing one at 33. I just woke up frozen in traumatizing pain experienced throughout my body, crying hysterically, heart pounding because I found a little girl tied up in a horrible position, in my dream I asked her had anyone hurt her, she shook her head yes. I picked her up. She had no clothes on with a cut on her face. Before waking up body frozen in pain (now two hours later, I’m still crying, heart beat responding) please explain this.Someone please help me understand these night terrors… I can’t take them anymore!!! They seem so real!!! Today I’m going to volunteer at an agency that helps children that have experienced this… Maybe by helping them cope with their real life
trauma maybe I’ll find relief. I’ve read a couple of websites today and now know I’m suffering from night terrors NOT nightmares but why can I remember my dreams, why are they the same theme every time for years!?Today unlike the others I walked down a road clearly marked with a girl’s name in black letters on a white sign!!!! Someone please help me (I’m still crying) I don’t know what to think of this… I finally went to the web typed in the name, there are a lot of people with this name… Please just pray that everything’s okay with whomever!I also ran across this page and Dr. D I hope you read this and can help me understand why I experience so much pain and suffering from my dreams? After the dream, waking and taking so much time to unwind, I’m so tired and drained, my head hurts from crying so hard. Why? Not to mention I’ve had another dream in my past concerning two close friends that came true! I really don’t understand what’s going on and don’t want to dream these horrible dreams. I don’t know why God has me going through this. Today I’m going to find someone who will let me help… Because I feel so compelled to do SOME THING for these kids experiencing real life pain ten times worse than mine. If anyone can help me understand these occurrences since around 20, I greatly appreciate it. Loving mom…